Wednesday, July 27, 2016 -
After work, I walked home and decided to have a little rest early, so I did, and at 2:30, I got a nap and woke up at around 7:30 pm. I called my wife and had a short conversation. I asked to talk to my child, Jasher. She said he was watching Avengers since she brought him a new slipper with Avengers on it, then he excitedly watched the movie, so I didn't have any time to talk to him. I learned that he had a mild fever last night, and the fever is still with him. In a few minutes, the phone hung up since it is a limited call. I am awake, but I don't want to get out of bed. I played some phone games and decided to take a little nap after that.
While sleeping, I had this strange dream that made me think lonely and broke my heart while pondering on it. My dream goes like I was at work and I decided to go home early, and headed to the province just to see my family, where I found my son lying in a coffin. I started asking why and how come? The reason was that he passed away in pain and was sick for some reason that I didn't even know how it went. Then the memories of our firstborn, Shammahel, passed by, and I felt my heart melt, and it hurt within me, and I felt sad about that moment. I woke up with feelings of loneliness and sadness. I don't want that to happen again to our child, Jasher. But at the same time, some feelings of Hope have filled my heart with overwhelm, and I soon realized that I need to trust the Savior. I may not know now, but I'll come to know that God will do his part if we have faith.
After work, I walked home and decided to have a little rest early, so I did, and at 2:30, I got a nap and woke up at around 7:30 pm. I called my wife and had a short conversation. I asked to talk to my child, Jasher. She said he was watching Avengers since she brought him a new slipper with Avengers on it, then he excitedly watched the movie, so I didn't have any time to talk to him. I learned that he had a mild fever last night, and the fever is still with him. In a few minutes, the phone hung up since it is a limited call. I am awake, but I don't want to get out of bed. I played some phone games and decided to take a little nap after that.
While sleeping, I had this strange dream that made me think lonely and broke my heart while pondering on it. My dream goes like I was at work and I decided to go home early, and headed to the province just to see my family, where I found my son lying in a coffin. I started asking why and how come? The reason was that he passed away in pain and was sick for some reason that I didn't even know how it went. Then the memories of our firstborn, Shammahel, passed by, and I felt my heart melt, and it hurt within me, and I felt sad about that moment. I woke up with feelings of loneliness and sadness. I don't want that to happen again to our child, Jasher. But at the same time, some feelings of Hope have filled my heart with overwhelm, and I soon realized that I need to trust the Savior. I may not know now, but I'll come to know that God will do his part if we have faith.
At the end, the feeling that I have in my dream is so strange, but I still hope to see my son grow up in righteousness. The future is in the hands of God.
- Jerry N. Bustillo
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